i have a new found respect for so many people in church..after the series of events..i lay in bed last night and was reminded of 1 Corinthians 1:27..
"But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong."
and for the parties involved..i'm sure both learnt much..at least i know i did.

i'm still in shock.. from the beginning..the attitudes..the obscenities..the actions..everything is still so vivid and the scenes just keep flashing across my mind..non-stop.

i'm just so glad that everythings settled..air is cleared..apologies have been made..but only time will tell..and i'm hoping for the best...into Your hands..

to b: i really really think u handled it v well..took things well..it must have been difficult..maybe even humiliating..but thank you for not retaliating..and for being so God conscious..u taught me wad COURAGE really meant.u've matured..the b i saw yesterday..was totally different from the b when he was in the camp comm 5 months ago..i really dunno wad else to say..except that u are right when u sent that sms to say "Hey i did right by God.be happy for me."i am FRIEND. i am.

to the other b: thank you for standing in the gap..my heart dropped when u called me when u were at far east..sorry u had to tolerate so much but i'm so thankful that u didnt give up on him..now i'm feel so terrible for being so lousy and helpless..and even thought of giving up..lets just pray this is gonna be a wake up call for him yeah?did i tell u how my heart wrenched when i heard him over the phone?!! ahhhh...

for now its time i sleep..my brain is exhausted..its more stressful than mugging..but at least the outcome is satisfying..its glorifying to God..i cant wait for the testimony.. =D

i have a new found respect for so many people in church..after the series of events..i lay in bed last night and was reminded of 1 Corinthians 1:27..
"But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong."
and for the parties involved..i'm sure both learnt much..at least i know i did.

i'm still in shock.. from the beginning..the attitudes..the obscenities..the actions..everything is still so vivid and the scenes just keep flashing across my mind..non-stop.

i'm just so glad that everythings settled..air is cleared..apologies have been made..but only time will tell..and i'm hoping for the best...into Your hands..

to b: i really really think u handled it v well..took things well..it must have been difficult..maybe even humiliating..but thank you for not retaliating..and for being so God conscious..u taught me wad COURAGE really meant.u've matured..the b i saw yesterday..was totally different from the b when he was in the camp comm 5 months ago..i really dunno wad else to say..except that u are right when u sent that sms to say "Hey i did right by God.be happy for me."i am FRIEND. i am.

to the other b: thank you for standing in the gap..my heart dropped when u called me when u were at far east..sorry u had to tolerate so much but i'm so thankful that u didnt give up on him..now i'm feel so terrible for being so lousy and helpless..and even thought of giving up..lets just pray this is gonna be a wake up call for him yeah?did i tell u how my heart wrenched when i heard him over the phone?!! ahhhh...

for now its time i sleep..my brain is exhausted..its more stressful than mugging..but at least the outcome is satisfying..its glorifying to God..i cant wait for the testimony.. =D